So.... how is everyone?(i feel like i should address an audience even tho i know no one reads these lol) So what is new with my life? Well for around two months now I've been single. It is interesting, i like the freedom but at the same time i crave the stability. My mind also keeps changing, one day id like nothing more than to take her back(if she would have me) and the next i don't have the faith or respect in her to feel that i could ever take her back, to ever be more than her friend. Its not that I'm not happy with how things are right now (well I'm pissed at my boss atm) but I'm just bored. Life is dull lately.
I have purchased a PS3 (oddly it isn't very entertaining with the lack of games) but i can use it for internet, music, movies and many other things. The machine is much more sophisticated than my X box 360 but at the same time there are so many little things about it that the 360 can do that it can't. Oh well i have both so who cares, eh?
Part of me misses the good old days. You know? Like back when i had a much larger group of friends, back when i saw my friends frequently. Even tho i never had money. Now i have money but nothing/no one to spend it on. And yet i still manage to blow each pay cheque with amazing efficiency. Time to start saving. I want out of this town. Even tho i dont know where i wanna move. I just want out. The worst part of missing the old days is that i dont miss the people who used to be my life for a moment. I'm so good at moving on i cant hardly think of who they all were. And that makes me sad.
Oh well. I still have allot of really great friends who i love to spend time with. So i cant really complain. i cant wait till my credit card comes in. I have wanted to buy allot of stuff for my x box for quite some time and always forget to buy points cards.
I cant wait till no one owes me money. Its not that there are any hard feelings about it but i could use the cash and its just not coming. oh well. :/